Hollow Thoughts

Why did you do this to me?
Hanging me on the corner of the street,
I feel vulnerable to my own thoughts,
“why did you leave?”
I know why you did,
but I am not courageous enough to accept;
it.
But there is a hollowness to be filled.
Who is going to be there to push me,
to nag me,
to tell me that I am not alone.

Why did you do this to me?
leaving me alone,
to figure out everything on my own.

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Counting Sheep

They met again,
he looked the same.
Beautiful,
both from the inside and outside.
His innocent eyes spoke volume,
brown eyes that looked tired
’cause of the never ending pain,
and constant change of the game;
sunshine and cold which toughened him throughout the course

You see, it was difficult for him to be away.
Every night, when the lights went off
and the warden commanded everyone to sleep,
he counted sheep.
He had two options by his side: to wander off his mind in the fields of sheep grazing
or think about his mom and dad.
Former was easier, it didn’t take him much to do

Two years, he counted sheep.
No phone calls, no bedtime stories.
Mom and dad were far away.
No contact to build ’cause it was his worst fate.
they did not have any other option, but to sent him away.
He was a spoiled brat, according to him.
But was he?
Or a neglected child;
who threw tantrums to gain love and attention of his only loved ones.